A few weeks ago, I doubted my career, again. I thought, what if I choose another career, a career that is less long, a career where I can actually sleep, a career where having a partner wouldn’t be so strenuous, a career where having a family wouldn’t be so difficult; maybe my life would be … More Medicine: A Calling or Choice?
The other day I was finishing a project for my internship, we have to do a video for our internship, mine was on the reliability of research studies when one of the video directors tell me, “We need you to redo it because you say the word CRAP in it.” I stared at him perplexed, … More I Lost My Love For Medicine…Again.
I am almost 21, in 6 months. The grand 20s…I am starting to see people of my generation, my graduating class, get married, some have had kids, some recently got a boyfriend or girlfriend. Those are the typical scenarios I have seen. Then there is my scenario. Last year of undergrad, prepping to apply to … More Delayed Love
Yesterday my brother came. I am always excited for my brother to come because well he is my brother, but yesterday I had a weird set of feelings. As he sat talking to my mother of all of his exciting things happening in 1 month I thought to myself, what am I doing? For a … More Are We There Yet? Delayed Gratification in Medicine
Today I went to eat to Applebee’s with a friend. We had a great time, and when receiving the bill a guy enters. The guy happened to be a guy who was going to ask me to prom my junior year of high school, I was 16, his friend came to get me at the … More Journey to med school phase 1: FEAR
So lately my life has been a bit…in turmoil, overwhelming, stressful? I don’t know how to exactly describe it but, it has been crazy, there we go, it has been crazy. Life has happened and in between life happening something occurred to me. I was Saturday, my brother had been gone majority of the weekend, … More People in Your Life
So yesterday I went to go see my director of my former internship program at the hospital where I interned for during neurosurgery and developmental pediatrics. As I entered I got this feeling. To start with before entering I was nervous, why..I am not quite sure but I was. As soon as I entered I … More The day I thought I lost love for medicine